So I finished off my dinner eating a fortune cookie from yesterday. I read it out loud and I said, “You will be abducted by an alien soon.” &My mom’s eyes got hella big and she was like REALLY?! Like she wanted it to actually happen -_- But that’s not really what my fortune said. lmao. You just had to be there.
Darnit Alex, you made me want to do this. Scratch that, I want to do this.
FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:
1. I can’t forgive you for making me eat soap. But I don’t even remember that happening so its cool I guess. I’ve grown up with you and I miss being a kid with you. I have many stories to tell my future children because of our little adventures. And lately, I’ve been seeing you lie often. I don’t know whats wrong with being honest and true, but I think the truth is best, no matter how much it hurts.
2. I think you hated me in the beginning. And I actually cared that you did, because you are best friends with someone close to my heart. And if I’m going to see you often, we might as well get along. But I think I’ve grown to like you, and I hope you feel the same haha. You’re a candidate for my future nanny :]
3. Honestly, I did care for you. But you went off to your own little world. I still mad love you, but I wish you weren’t so lovedrunk. But I appreciate being there for me, and caring about my feelings.
4. One day. One off day, and it set you off. Why? We all have bad days. Why did that day have to set you off? You don’t even know the story. Even if I told you, you still wouldn’t understand because you’ve never experienced it. I know you’ve done everything for me, but I need my own space sometimes. And I know I’m turning 18 soon, but I’m not ready yet. Not yet. As much as I want to believe I am, I know I’m not.
5. Haha, I saved the best for last. Sike! Five is my favorite number, and my favorite person :] You probably know who this is for, but thanks. Thanks for sticking with a guy like me. Without you, I think I would have joined the circle of CaliKush kiddos. You keep me above the influence. Sometimes I can’t believe that I’m with you. I really don’t think I deserve it. I’m forever thankful and I pray that it will last forever. Because in the midst of this fucked up world, what we have seems perfect. I’m still sane, most of the time. The distance kills me like no other, but I know it will be worth it. Hope you’re not mad that we’re not getting a ‘Kahlua’ ;]
TEN things about yourself:
1. I play video games.
2. I have a BMW Z3, but no L’s.
3. I am left handed.
4. I used to be in little league baseball, go Orioles!
5. I think about EVERYTHING in the shower.
6. I over analyze.
7. I have a fast metabolism.
8. I am a good listener.
9. I put on a facade 99% of the time.
10. I shower at night.
SEVEN ways to win your heart:
1. Play video games with me. AHEM.
2. Make me food. AHEM.
3. Listen, listen, listen.
4. Keep me happy :] AHEM.
5. BUY me video games. AHEM.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
2. Wishing that I was already living on my own with my own responsibilities and freedom to do exactly as I wish. I want to lead my own life already. -ALEX. I FEEL YOU ON THIS ONE.
3. What will happen in the future. I know what I want to happen, but I’m afraid that it won’t play out like I expected. But that’s life.
4. Most likely something video game related.
5. The life I’m in right now.
6. What I’ve done to help anyone in my life. Be it I made them laugh or cry, I just wonder if they are glad that they met me.
FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Shower and the hygiene.
2. Think about my day. and the next one.
4. Kiss her goodnight.
FOUR things you see right now:
1. This computer screen.
2. My phone.
3. My old-school-still-playing 8-track stereo.
4. Empty bottles.
THREE songs that you listen to often:
1. I’m yours - Jason Mraz.
2. Dear Maria Count Me In - All Time Low
3. True - Spandau Ballet
TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Have a family of my own and watch them grow up and have families of their own.